BALADA HIDUP

tujuh warsa yang lalu

penghujung bulan Mei 2009

tubuh jangkung nan gagah ini

dihampiri stroke ringan

stroke nan menyerang otak

yang mengatur emosi TTMku

aku sobat kentalku

dr Jan Ferdinandus Sp S

tawa, tangis dan marah menjadi

bagian yang sulit dikendalikan

menyusul peristiwa yang teralami

pengendalian emosi hanya untukmu Joel

lalu kepergian kalian tercinta

Jolanda kakakku Mei 2013

Vivera belahan jiwaku Maret 2014

Wanda adikku Natal 2014

terkendali emosi saat kehilangan

di harinya namun

 sering menghampiri kala

suasana ibadah kepadaMu

haru dan tangis sering

menghampiriku dan menggangguku

marah angkara terkendali sabar

serta penguasaan diri

tawa jenaka jika tak terarah

berakibat batuk berkepanjangan

kini keras kemudiku 

pada emosi angkara murka

untuk upaya gigih

tidak terlalu 'baper' saat ibadah

menahan rasa lucu agar tak berlebih

jalani sisa hidup sambil tetap berbuah

Sam 2016

Thought (Pemikiran)

Main idea were comes up from my late elder sister Mrs. Jolanda Suzana Paat-Voerman, during the conversation or advises she told me to lives maximum effort for there is no tomorrow. I personally understand it and add a phrase to not let sorry comes near you.

Buah pemikiran ini diprakarsai oleh almarhum kakak tercinta Jolanda S. Paat-Voerman, dalam pandangan atau tepatnya nasehatnya, beliau mengingatkan saya untuk hidup maksimal seolah tidak ada hari esok. Saya memahaminya dan menambahkan agar tidak memberi kesempatan sesal dapat menghampiri diri ini

The idea is original, with they background of often write a worship song back in 1989 until nowadays, also based on understanding that Almighty is looking for a sincere heart more than beauty look or voices. 

Ide ini asli kudapatkan dari pengalaman menciptakan 12 lagu-lagu rohani sejak tahun 1989 hingga sekarang. 
Aku yang mempunyai kemampuan minim dalam bermusik diperkenankanNya dan dimampukanNya untuk menciptakan lagu pujian, juga berdasarkan pemahaman firmanNya yang lebih melihat hati dari pada rupa.

KETINGGALAN (Left Behind)

The Last Voerman generation 5th

This is the roots from Joost Samuel Voerman, grandson of Johan Stolkamp Voerman. If you ever read my post dated 15 February 2010 named  The Voerman's  or let me re-post so you will discover the following statement :

"It was a Dutch national trader Daniel Johannes Voerman, who arrives in Indonesia particularly in North Sulawesi then married to Manadonese Girl named Paulina Dotulong. That was the first generation of  VOERMAN  family. Daniel & Paulina given a 7 (seven) children, amongst them the 5th children is Johan Stolkamp Voerman given a 6 (six) children, amongst them is Karel Lodewijk Voerman, nick name Kale who was the sailor of KPM Ducth Shipyard. Karel Lodewijk Voerman got 4 children. The eldest son was passed away while child. The second is Joost Samuel Voerman married to Emelia Adolphine Sigarlaki and given 4 children, Marijke Giana Voerman (Margie), Jolanda Suzana Voerman, Samuel Glenn Voerman, Wanda Ellen Voerman. Margie has passed away earlier in 15, while Jolanda has married to Japanese Indonesian Takehide Kikuchi/Tommy Ferdinand Paat, given the only daughter Natasha Gabriella Paat. Glenn has married to Dwiryani Proklamary Vivera Lontoh, and given a son and daughter Joost Samuel Voerman, Jr and Angelique Gloriana Voerman. This is the Voerman’s 6th generation. While the youngest daughter, Wanda Voerman choose herself for a single but happy status."

Today 3rd days of 2015, the above names seen in bold and red font has achieve the finish line of saying as long range marathon. Joost (father) has reach the finish line at 58th in 1988 while Emelia (mother) reach the finish line at 69th in 2006. 7 years later Jolanda (2nd eldest sister) also reach the finish line at 52th in 2013; later not so soon, Vivera also reach the finish line and achieve victory at 49th in  early March 2014. One day prior to Christmas 2014, Wanda (the youngest sister) finally reach also the glory of finish line at 46th. 
Now all of them above mentioned in full love gathered in peaceful atmosphere. While no more pain can against them, no tear or sadness, just 7 letter p-e-a-c-e-f-u-l and happiness surrounding them.
I badly missed you, my family. I have lately learned the real meaning of family; it is similar to word CARE & LOVE that allowed me to feels.

Nowadays, nobody besides me except my son and daughter. Joost Samuel Voerman, Jr (Joel) and Angelique Gloriana Voerman, as the reason that I left behind for and still continue struggle until I reach the finish line in His time. Meanwhile, focusing my eye to my Savior and continuously struggling for good, 
Please convey your maximum support to three of us.

Ucapan Terima Kasih

Thank You for Your Love, Vivera

After 2 years suffered for Kidney Damage and Sight Stroke since March 21, 2012 and undergo for a hemodialysis procedure from October 23, 2012, a woman that we used to call Mama, ending her presence and services to our family. Vivera my beloved wife is rest in peace and returned to her Creators in peace and smiling face.

We as a family that left behind, feels a greater lost, by missing her love, smiles, kindness and tenderness. Our mind is full with sad and also optimism that Vera will be okay in her ‘waiting lounge’ full of cheers and happiness.

I am thanking you for the relations established since 12 September 1985 and marriage life from 22 September 1990 and ended at 6 March 2014. Your spirit and love still live in Joel, Angelique and my heart. 愛してるAishiteru Vera and Sayonara  さようなら with warmest love, till we met again.

Remember, this is one of the song that I used to write it for you back in 1985:

Kau Vera,
bagai sakura bersemi
kemilaunya jadi pelita hati
Matamu
bagai sinar mentari
tatapannya buat ku semangat

Dan ucapku untukmu Vera
hanya untukmu
ungkapku padamu Vera
sayangku bersamamu

Reff :
Cintamu nikmat dan memabukkan
jauh lebih nikmat daripada anggur
oh juwitaku, kecil dan mungil
penuh pesona gairahkan diri 



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